Okay, that makes sense. We don't have to do any of the harder stuff. We've established that spanking is okay, yeah? What about hitting other areas or hitting with tools? [It's good to have this mapped out a little more closely, so Vax knows what he can ask for, in either direction.]
Spanking's good, face is still on the table if you want to be slapped. I'm not exactly a concussion-inducing powerhouse. [The pattern will eventually evolve that his concern is very much Vax's safety. Kira takes the trust it puts on him very seriously, and even if it's something Vax really wants, there are edges Kira doesn't want to push.]
You mean like, riding crops and shit? I can get into it. It feels more like a sex thing with a prop.
[The subject of receiving is the harder part, requiring more honesty than he's used to laying out for people.] For me, the thing is--nobody ever did it for fun. Or asked. I can't tell you right now if I enjoy it. [Or if he'd just enjoyed it vicariously from whatever sadistic shithead he'd gone home with that night.]
[There's a pang of sympathy in Vax's chest. That makes it a little easier, honestly, next time he might have to tell one of his own stories. Knowing they've both been there.]
Sounds like we've got more in common than we thought. We can explore it, if you're interested. If not, that's fine too. I'm more than happy letting you fuck me up to your heart's content. [He's grinning again for that last bit, trying to show that he's not upset or put off.]
[As little time as they've really spent together, Kira's only had good feelings about it. It got heavy, but that doesn't mean it strayed from playing, that they weren't trying to take care of each other in their own ways. He smiles back: even if he doesn't trust people to get very close, he thinks he definitely trusts Vax's attitude, his practices around the act.]
I'm really glad you called. I feel a lot better knowing how easy it is to just have a conversation about--fucking you up. [The edge of the smile twists, a bit.] And knowing you do return the favor, when asked.
Most definitely. I've got some favorites that aren't violent but will definitely figure out whether you like pain or not.
So, I think that counted as both a like and a limit, so we're back to likes, I think. You probably picked this up already, but I like how much you talk. I'll do my best to return the favor, but if you ever really want to get me worked up from nothing, tell me what you're gonna do to me.
[The smile holds, edging on a smirk.] I like how much I talk too. [Just a bit of a cocky shit, fond of his own voice.] Figure it makes up for how quiet I am otherwise. Which--don't ever feel like you should be. I like to hear when I'm doing things right. Honestly, if you're enjoying it there's a good chance I will too, whatever it is.
[A lot of things feel covered, or like odd extremes that don't really apply. He's not exactly worried Vax is going to prey on stereotypes that probably don't exist in his world or take a dump on him without asking.]
If you tickle me I will never speak to you again, even if you were the last person left to fuck in this entire city.
Like, things most people aren't down for? Uh...[He's suddenly glad for audio-only, cause it means Kira can't see him blush.] One or two things, I suppose.
[Kira's laugh is soft and smothered, and not unkind.] Fisting? It's a lot of work--I mean it's basically prep that doesn't stop until your hand's up there, but. We don't exactly have scheduled activities.
[Honestly, he's just glad it was something he's willing to try, and not a conversation killer.] Where I'm from, you can get toys and instructional videos and articles on how to do it. It's not common, but it's a thing people do.
Fair enough, I think we're on the same page with those, so just let me know if you ever have someone in mind.
There's a lot I'm willing to do or try, but some of my favorites are pretty tame, compared to what I've seen. You might have noticed I like to drag things out a bit, but I don't mind saving that for a second or third round.
I like to be on the receiving end of it too. Not getting to come for awhile, or at all.
Yeah? [His excitement is starting to match Vax's, both of them leaving the hard admissions and limits behind. There's something to trust about Vax, a willingess to self-examine that makes it easier to do the same. Kira can't imagine the next time will be anything but good.]
Should I leave myself in your hands or are the details too fun not to share?
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You mean like, riding crops and shit? I can get into it. It feels more like a sex thing with a prop.
[The subject of receiving is the harder part, requiring more honesty than he's used to laying out for people.] For me, the thing is--nobody ever did it for fun. Or asked. I can't tell you right now if I enjoy it. [Or if he'd just enjoyed it vicariously from whatever sadistic shithead he'd gone home with that night.]
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Sounds like we've got more in common than we thought. We can explore it, if you're interested. If not, that's fine too. I'm more than happy letting you fuck me up to your heart's content. [He's grinning again for that last bit, trying to show that he's not upset or put off.]
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I'm really glad you called. I feel a lot better knowing how easy it is to just have a conversation about--fucking you up. [The edge of the smile twists, a bit.] And knowing you do return the favor, when asked.
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So, I think that counted as both a like and a limit, so we're back to likes, I think. You probably picked this up already, but I like how much you talk. I'll do my best to return the favor, but if you ever really want to get me worked up from nothing, tell me what you're gonna do to me.
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I'm running a bit low on limits. Give me one of yours and maybe it'll jog something, eh?
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If you tickle me I will never speak to you again, even if you were the last person left to fuck in this entire city.
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[He's joking. Might be joking.]
Anything you like that usually gets a no?
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We could give it a try.
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...I'm not sure why I'm surprised that that's a real thing. I mean, it makes sense. But somehow I sort of thought it was a myth.
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Any other myths you've been wondering about?
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There's a lot I'm willing to do or try, but some of my favorites are pretty tame, compared to what I've seen. You might have noticed I like to drag things out a bit, but I don't mind saving that for a second or third round.
I like to be on the receiving end of it too. Not getting to come for awhile, or at all.
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[There's a pause while Vax thinks about that. He's never really considered such a thing, but it's not hard to see the appeal.]
We can do that, yeah. [With a bit of a smirk:] I might already be thinking of a plan for that.
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Should I leave myself in your hands or are the details too fun not to share?
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